ESSAY IS DONE AND DUSTED!
For every message I get, I will add another minute of intense cardio.
6501) My friends all know I'm going into IP and they were all eating lunch and joking about who could eat the most while I sipped on my second cup of diet-coke. I said "I bet I could eat that entire pizza." they all just looked over with these "haha-you're-so-funny-that's-not-even-possible-you-don't-eat-shut-up!" faces. Then my one guy friend high fived me and said "Aw, at least you can joke about your ED!" I wasn't joking. I could have eaten that whole entire pizza, by myself, probably in about 15 minutes. I just would have purged until my throat bled afterwords.
6504) It used to be that starving hurt and eating eased that pain. That's what is supposed to happen, food is supposed to be sustenance. Now eating hurts just as much as not eating does. My body is always aching and I'm scared I've broken myself.
